Chapter-5 Beware of crocodile tears.

I made up my mind twice that the person is not suitable for me. But that person kept on coming back with fake tears. That person lies a lot without any limits. Pretends to be someone else, pleases everyone to get the job done, always has a complain and more. That person disrespected me once with a leftover food. But at one point after lot of quarrels and headaches, I felt very low. Because this person was completely a new human, which I never expected. Wrong decision, my inner conscience was right. I made the right decisions in the starting. But due to some manipulation and tittle-tattle from others. I thrown my self into a misfortunate nuisance situation. But that was a whole different experience, I've seen my friends falling in to these kind of situations, but never expected that this will happen with me. Ha ha 😆😂😋.

Chapter-4 Rubik's Cube

Life is like a Rubik's cube. Difficult at first, but with constant practice and determination it gets better.

~Jonathon Godwaltd

During the time when I was very low.. not able to focus on studies, lost confidence in talking to opposite sex.. During that time my GYM activities supported me a lot. It helped me to get back on track. For more focus and distraction I started this new activity. I.e. Solving Rubix Cubes. For 2 days continuously, rigoursly I accomplished in solving my first 3*3 Rubix cube. That was a great day for me. My fingers were paining, I had to apply medicine after that exercise. This accomplishment gave a significant level of distraction to me and appreciable focus. Then I started solving Triangle cube, 3*3 Mirror Cube and 2*2 cube one after another.

It was great experience, I won't sleep until I catch the point. I would prefer others to try these activities as a distraction task not as a mandatory job. Every body have their own interest, they have to look for it everywhere and identify the correct one. Perform the activity if you feel like to do before continuing otherwise look for something else. That's it. Peace out✌🏽.

Chapter-3 It will End Eventually

At first I didn't complained about anything. If she says something I use to tell her that's her problem, She has to handle it. We should not interfere immediately in someones personal stuff. Then one day she got angry on my words, You always say its your problem- Then she asked 'how you gonna handle me?' She yelled at me. I controlled myself for few minutes. Then I also lost my temper and got angry. Then I said, if i start to control you then you'll definitely leave me for sure. After that I listed few of my dislikes about her. LOL!! Then she started crying. I mentioned her eating etiquette, carrying herself while wearing short dresses and folks start touching her which I never liked. She was into some spirituality and started to talk about it to every person in office she meets and tried to convince them to come and attend their meeting. Some people disliked this behavior and which lead to spread a bad buzz about her. I mentioned few points like this and it all started from here. :-)

This shows that even if you're doing everything in controlled way, They'll make it raise in someway start fighting and end up.

Chapter-2 Corona Startle

I'm not scared but little worried. I've never seen my locality with this much of abundant silence. I can literally hear birds chirping around. My house is located near to the busy street besides airport road. I can hardly hear a vehicle sound. I don't know what will happen in the next few days, internet can go down, lack of food supply- can't think about that. All I want to say is Sorry for making you loose your temper.

Take care of your mother and yourself.